p e i s h i

2011-09-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

I miss home, I really do.
And I feel so stress.
I just wish to enjoy myself this week as much as I can since exam is approaching, but apparently plans gonna be failed.

I wanna go home.

2011-07-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

memories are scary.
and sometimes i rather not to have them.

2011-07-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

Goodbye.

2011-06-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

有时候我很享受一个人
但有时候一个人好可怕
都过去了吧
是时候了吗

2011-05-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

人往往只珍惜或追求那些很难得到的东西
越容易得到的就越是犯贱
所以何必呢

and sometimes I do wonder if thats what I really deserve.

2011-04-21T23:26:00.001+08:00

真的
何必把自己搞得那么累

2011-04-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

And, I don't want.
I don't want to leave.
I don't want to work.
I don't want anything to happen.
):

2011-04-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

眼睛好累

2011-04-17T17:22:00.002+08:00

It's hard to please everyone at the same time.

Since when I can learn to please myself first.

And communication is the root.

Otherwise it would be too late to regret.

2011-04-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

人往往不会珍惜眼前的东西

2011-04-16T00:17:00.003+08:00

算了吧有时候该尝试不要太执着

现在只希望一切都好好的

知道什么才是重要的最重要的

没事的没事的

只是小事

2011-04-15T00:32:00.001+08:00

明天不能

后天不能

但还有下个礼拜

2011-04-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

我常常都不忍心

知道吗

2011-04-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

这是个怎样的一天

怎样的一个晚上

力不从心的感觉真的不好受

或许是我真的一时没想到对不起

以后都不准有太多的我以为

2011-03-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

拍卖里常说到

等待的时候要保持微笑

酱好运才会到来

2011-03-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

拍卖做完了

真的不错看

散场的拥抱

还是很好听

2011-03-28T23:06:00.005+08:00

他到底要接受自己喜欢的人结婚多少次啊

还有两集！

2011-03-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

刚才我弟说

以前小时候

有一次他被我妈打后

我帮他涂药油

然后我就说原来曾经有那么感动的画面

哈哈哈

2011-03-24T01:39:00.003+08:00

It's 1.40am now and I am still awake.

I got nothing to do but just don't feel like going to bed.

Listening to song (only one song in my playlist btw -.-),

looking back those pics and docs in my laptop.

And out of a sudden, e m o is here again.

dmulull.

2011-03-24T00:37:00.003+08:00

我饿了

然后一个人的晚上很无聊

拍卖其实不错看

从只看半个小时到今天不让我妈看新闻哈哈

戏里面有时会有一些蛮不错的句子

就好像当一个案子结束后的结论

然后爱情的部分也不错呵呵

在那么高然后可以看夜景的餐厅吃饭真浪漫

然后默默付出的也让人感动

最后一定在一起的哈哈

散场的拥抱还是很好听

搭上那些画面也是很棒

然后昨天的剧情说到

那个女的还是愿意嫁给他即使他背叛了她

是傻还是太爱了呢

开心喜欢就好吧呵呵

2011-03-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Good luck and jiayou!
♥

2011-03-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

没有一刻是真正的放心过

2011-03-21T17:23:00.001+08:00

有很多时候

在发生某件事情或动作的当下

总觉得在我梦里出现过

也许每一件事都已经注定好的吧

2011-03-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Xiao Xiao!

=]

2011-03-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

就在明天

就在少过24小时之内

那些泪水有好多的不舍不忍心不放心

一起加油吧我们可以的

思念是一种很玄的东西...

2011-03-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

2011-03-19T17:46:00.002+08:00

我几乎每次都会在

但这次却力不从心

担心又舍不得

对不起

2011-03-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

也只有拍照的人才知道那照片背后的秘密

2011-03-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

3月中了

时间会不会快了一点

在家翘脚也翘了好一段时间

毕业典礼也过了

表姐结婚没去但也过了

除了找工好像也没什么等着我去做的了

哦我弟生日要到了

本来是想做工有钱了买份好一点的礼物给他

现在可能要欠着先了呵呵

唉为什么要有地震海啸然后爆炸什么的

天灾是怎样都不能避免的

总觉得他们真的很可怜

希望不要再发生什么事情了

大家都平平安安

肿肿的红红的还有一点痛痛的

但其实还有甜甜的

小小的事有时真的可以盖过大大的不安

2011-03-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

房间现在都是花香
(:

2011-03-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

I've been trying so hard and I will still do.

It may hurts but I hope I can make it through.

2011-03-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Officially graduated! (:

2011-03-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

2011-03-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

Oh yah, just bought a camera two days ago. I'm loving it. :D

♥

2011-03-05T14:45:00.001+08:00

让一下是会怎样

拍拍拍拍个屁啊

鸡蛋糕

2011-03-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

How to define first or no 1.

In some case, no 1 not really the first even though it is no 1.

Perhaps there will be no 0.

Or 0.1, 0.01, 0.02, 0.001 etc etc.

Who knows, right?

2011-03-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

诚实坦白信任

2011-02-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

有些人明明很有钱

可是就爱贪小便宜

不是你的就不是你的

干嘛什么都要

原你的大头鬼

还不是一些拿来掩饰自己自私的废话

而有些人为什么偏偏要让自己吃亏

心肠狠一点不要管那么多不行吗

反正别人不会管你自私的很

有些借口真的很烂

为什么还要说

谁会信

有时想想都觉得恶心

有时候不要觉得自己很厉害隐瞒得很好

但其实并不是

2011-02-23T02:00:00.001+08:00

It seems to be useless no matter how hard I've been trying.

Perhaps what I've got in the end is nothing.

2011-02-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂

爱不单行这首歌让我想到海派甜心

这部戏让我流了多少的眼泪啊

2011-02-18T00:14:00.003+08:00

I got no idea on why do I love canon in d so much. Haha. Simply feel so relax and sweet when I listen to it. Been searching for a version that I love for very long and I've found one quite long ago, but now, Im still looking for one that is purely played by piano. Sigh how I wish I could play piano and play this song!

2011-02-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

到底几时才会不为谁而想

不要把别人放进考虑范围里面

到底怎样能变得勇敢坚强些

从小到大所经历的说多不多说少不少

有些甚至是有些人不会体会到的

有很多东西无法发泄

谁会懂好像没有

戏里面总会有一个人不顾一切的为另一个人

但戏始终是戏

2011-02-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

也许只是那么一下下

但开心就好

呵呵

2011-02-15T01:46:00.001+08:00

2011-02-14T00:26:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

♥

2011-02-13T16:08:00.001+08:00

也许我需要多一点安全感

2011-02-11T01:22:00.002+08:00

为什么只能听不能看

也许看了心情会好一些

好怀念可以在阳台看烟花

它是那么的靠近那么的美

看了会很开心

现在很难看到了吧

2011-02-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yes, this is emo.

2011-02-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

突然发现

去年从kl回来后

休息不到一下就好像没什么休息了

头脑每天想这个想那个

真真正正有休息的应该是新年在kl的时候吧

说是说在家什么都不用做

可是为什么我觉得好累

能不能不要想那么多

2011-02-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day is coming, can see people buying or selling flowers chocolates etc everywhere, especially in shopping mall. Haha can even feel the atmosphere in those facebook games like pet society. Lol. Just got back from KL on Sunday. I had a great time there and fun times always pass even faster. What's the next thing that I can look forward to? My convocation? Despite of feeling insecure and clueless all the time, shouldnt I enjoy my carefree and relaxing life now? Hmm...

Taking things for granted sometimes makes me think that I really dont deserve that good, or better.

2011-02-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

只有长大了才知道小时候有多好

现在应该不能让妈咪抱了厚哈哈

想念啊想念

想念以前

想念在sunway的日子

但会不会有时是自己想太多罢了

2011-01-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

有多久没来了

每次想写后来都没写

就连facebook status也一样

很多次想写到最后都没写

又要来写一些有的没的

别人可能都看不懂的

现在这个感觉到底是什么感觉

为什么每次只要有东西要做

或者是要决定什么

还是有什么东西要烦的

又或者是有什么东西是不确定的

这个感觉一定会跑出来

我也不懂它到底是什么是怎样

总之很不好受

为什么就不能够每天酱赖床

跟我妈去这里去那里

偶尔跟朋友出去

在家跟我妈我弟玩来玩去

讲这个讲那个欺负来欺负去

一起做面膜一起笑一起疯

然后大家健健康康快乐没烦恼

为什么不可以只有这样

一定要有一些东西来烦我们

为什么为什么

2010-12-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

会不会有一天四季全变成夏天
是不是这样你才会相信有永远
看你靠着我的肩刚刚睡着的侧脸
白日不断在我心里蔓延
爱像你第一个夏天你就问我爱会不会变
如果你想要去冒险我会不会给你一片天
你说爱情也许没有想象的永远
才会有人忙着说再见
爱像你第一个夏天我就唱给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险想跟你一起接受考验
我的爱情并没有你想象的善变
只是全都放在心里面
你不需要再跟别人去争奇斗艳
在我心里你永远是最美的夏天
不管季节怎么变我都会在你身边
爱你听你把你给宠上天
也许爱情比你想象中的还遥远
只要你愿意在我身边
我会陪你一直到永远

歌词旋律

整首歌都好听

可是为什么是胡夏

2010-12-13T17:09:00.002+08:00

两个字取消就害我不能去看Hebe

白忙一场而且还要想办法卖掉

真的是鸡蛋糕

不负责任的人真让人讨厌

答应要帮的时候就应该尽力去帮不是吗

2010-11-23T02:52:00.002+08:00

夜了迟了

听着歌

倪安东的歌还不错听

嗯我好像一摸了

是累了还是要离开了

2010-11-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Done with my audit paper today. Another scary subject other than accounting theory. The audit paper questions are mostly case study question, which are so hard haih and I don't know if my answers are correct and able to get marks for it. Hopefully that I can pass the paper. I don't demand more, but at least a pass, please? *pray* Hopefully I can pass this semester successfully! It is my last semester, nothing can go wrong. Pleaseeeeee! One more paper to go. Jiayou and good luck!

2010-11-06T17:00:00.001+08:00

3 more papers!

I feel like dying edi.

Cant wait for the arrival of the 15th.

Ahhhhhh!

Jiayou!

2010-11-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

Thanks for being there.

2010-11-03T20:02:00.001+08:00

First paper tomorrow!

Good luck and all the best to me, you and everyone who will be having their exams!

2010-11-02T15:35:00.001+08:00

我超胆小的

还好我的室友很勇敢

至少比我勇敢

哈哈

2010-10-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Selina!

Get well soon and waiting for you to stand on the stage again.

♥ (:

2010-10-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

其实有时会觉得会发现

我什么东西都没有

2010-10-29T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hebe在金曲奖的哽咽让人更伤心

当别人对你的看法是这样

不管你有没有都好

在他心里你就是这样

这是什么道理

胃痛到不懂要怎样了

那又如何

压力大心情不好很累又怎样

书还不是要读

我为什么会为了我那以为完了的ulcer药而那么开心

就因为我还能挤出一些些出来吗

为什么就那么的pathetic

我觉得我要疯了

2010-10-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

我知道薯条不健康

我知道现在很迟了

可是我很想吃

T.T

2010-10-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

突然很想吃ham&cheese

在家的时候我妈或我弟会时不时买一个给我

我又想家了

2010-10-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

人很奇怪不是吗

老是找身边的人的不是

然后总只看见别人的好

往往分不清

2010-10-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

Selina祝你早日康复

这样的事情让人好心疼

Hebe Ella 她身边的人都让我好感动

她一定会好起来的

加油 (:

怎么办我的电话感觉又要坏了

很像不是感觉而是真的又要坏了

我要iphone4可是我会很惭愧

拜托拜托不要真的坏掉

嘴巴又长几个小小的ulcers

为什么为什么为什么

是不是考试之前都要来探望我一下

谢谢了我不需要

希望不会像上两次那样

保佑保佑

有时我会觉得不需要理那么多

感觉没什么必要

最后下个礼拜就开始考试

我很怕很紧张

啊加油！

2010-10-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

3 more weeks to final.

Time passes so fast.

I cant even rest properly.

Sometimes things happen around me can really affect my mood alot.

And sometimes I really wish there is a shoulder right beside me for me to lean on.

2010-10-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

I eat a lot when I am not feeling good, mentally I mean.

And shopping never fails to make me happy.

Now Im damn stress and I spotted a pair of heels just now.

So can I just go and buy it someday to make myself feel better?

2010-10-04T22:01:00.001+08:00

Mum's homemade soya.

♥

2010-10-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

我弟: 明天你几点回

我: 9点半

我弟: 哦 byebye~

我: byebyeeeeee

T.T

2010-10-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

整身不是很舒服

从昨天累到现在

功课好多而且我好像低估它了

星期三还要考试

这次不是选择题了

明天要回去了

我还没收东西

虽然东西也不多

怎么办我好想哭

2010-09-30T13:01:00.003+08:00

Home is always the best,

since the closest ones are always there.

2010-09-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

The first thing that I ate once I reached home on Friday was this. Lol.

2010-09-24T03:21:00.002+08:00

Had my pre-birthday celebration with a bunch of friends just now at Italiannies.

Although I kind of know the suprise but still it was still a surprise for me.

Haha what am I saying.

Anyway although it was just a simple celebration but I did enjoy alot.

Thanks again guys and girls.

I feel loved.

2010-09-20T16:10:00.003+08:00

当烦人的东西越来越多

就会很容易的崩溃

不管在哪里

最近的我好像只是为了吃而吃

2010-09-18T03:21:00.002+08:00

The day that we had been waiting for was finally over.

Kind of down idk why.

Maybe it was like too fast or I am just being tired.

And hungry. Haha.

Anyway the ball was pretty okie and not bad though.

At least I experienced it once during my uni life hehe.

Busy dolling and dressing up the whole afternoon was tiring and rushing.

But it was kind of fun too cos I usually dont doll up in that way. Lol.

Now what left for me are the assignments, test and final.

2010-08-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

A song that never fail to make me to feel sweet.

♥

2010-08-25T01:09:00.001+08:00

听着听着

又一摸了

去睡觉吧

晚安咯

2010-08-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

想一想

我真的累了

功课怎样都做不完

能不能有一天

什么都不做

出去也好

在家发呆也好

就是不要做功课

2010-08-22T23:39:00.003+08:00

我好想家

人本来就寂寞的

2010-08-22T15:35:00.002+08:00

话说有一天

有一个人突然讲我的额头很白

是不是刘海的错

还有那个人还讲我很肥

是不是吃太多

还是那个人太坏

2010-08-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

我喜欢把盖子关得很紧

可是当我开的时候就会弄到手很痛

这不是自我虐待是什么

2010-08-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

我愛你你愛她
她愛她她愛他
你愛我我愛他
他愛他他愛她

咦?
怎麼這世界已經沒有人相愛
怎麼這世界每個人都不快樂
怎麼這世界每個人都愛別人不愛自己

咦?
怎麼這世界已經沒有人相愛
怎麼這世界每個人都不快樂
怎麼這世界每個人都愛別人不愛自己

♥

2010-08-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Seems like I actually missed out alot of stuff.

In fact I really dont really know about you.

Sometimes I really envy them...

2010-07-31T14:05:00.003+08:00

人与人之间其实很复杂不是吗

有些人就是那么的讨人厌

但其实自己也不是那么的十全十美

也许不去理不去管会比较好

但说得容易做得难

我很好只是有时还是要一摸一下

没有人可以每分每秒都开心不是吗

2010-07-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

如果它们掉下来的话
我应该会很惨
=/

2010-07-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

Gonna leave JB in less than 24 hours.

I don't wanna leave.

I know I will always say this before I leave.

But still, haih.

I wanna stay here.

I really do.

I don't wanna leave.

2010-07-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

每次我回家

衣橱就会满满

而我最讨厌的就是

当我必须把衣橱弄空空的时候

梦永远都是那么的美
唉现实生活如果是那样会不会很好

2010-07-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

Results are out. Hmm Im quite satisfied with mine. It could be better if I never did those silly mistakes. Anyway, its not that bad though. Don't be too greedy. Hehe. Got my timetable 2 days ago and gonna have 3-day-class for each week again. But Thursday gonna be crazy for me. 3 lectures in a day and then a very early lecture for the next day. This really gonna kill me. 5 hours break after the early lecture on Friday is also terrible. Perhaps I should go lepak lepak during the 5 hours break? Haha. There is no tutorial for the first week which means my uni will only reopen on next Thursday. Haha so I have 3 more days for my holiday. Anyway, my holiday only left less than one week. ): I don't wanna go back so quickly la. 3 weeks holiday is still not enough for me. How can I leave when everything is not settled yet? Im worried. Hopefully everything will be fine by the time I go back. *pray*

2010-07-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

累啊

但其实比不上生病的人累吧

怎样都不好的心情我了解

毕竟那讨人厌的ulcers还再纠缠着我

好心疼我妈

快快好起来

我们去走走吃好料

2010-07-04T22:54:00.001+08:00

泡沫之夏也太好看了吧

五集就酱给我看完了

第六集快快来

明天明天

哈哈哈

2010-07-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

回到家

吃好吃的

跟我妈我弟吵吵闹闹

幸福其实很简单

2010-07-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

哦对了

世界杯踢了这么久

我刚刚才看了一场

阿根廷对德国

但是只看上半场

大决赛我要起来跟我弟一起看

哈哈哈

2010-07-03T23:02:00.001+08:00

话说刚才我弟懒得洗碗

然后就叫我妈以后买纸的碗碗碟碟来用

2010-07-02T17:49:00.003+08:00

端午节虽然没有粽子吃

但是回家还是吃到了

ulcers要好了真开心

快快完完全全的好

我就要大开杀戒

哈哈哈

回到家就是幸福

♥

2010-07-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

Haha I didnt mean to abandon my blog. Just didnt have the mood to open blogger. Haha. Anyway this is the 600th post and I cant imagine how many craps I've written. Lol. Anyway, exams were over last Friday and I am now at home. Back to JB on last Saturday and since that time I've been so lazy to online. Chasing after the dramas was what I had been doing in the past few days. Haha. Sleeping early and waking up early are also the normal routines of mine nowadays. The ulcers all over my mouth are mainly due to sleeping late and lack of water I think? Exam period what to do. Haih. Anyway they are recovering and I hope they wont come and find me anymore. I realise I should be responsible to myself. Stop making others to worry about me and stuff. I came back to JB on Saturday and went to see doctor again on Sunday. I said again cos I went to see one in KL on last Wednesday. Hmm back to the Sunday's one, the doctor asked me to do blood test which scared me alot alot. I thought something serious is going on and I did the blood test which it caused my hand to have a not-so-small "oh-ceh". Zzz. And finally got the report today. The doctor took so long to read the report and of course my heart was beating so fast at that time. And the doctor said I am having anaemia. Not very serious one though. So now need to eat iron everyday again. Mum will remind me when Im at home but who's gonna remind me when Im in KL? =/ By the way, brought my brother to Tebrau City to buy his birthday present which I owed him since March. Lol. I am brokeee! Ahhh shopping trips are waiting for me so how can I be brokeee? Money moneyyy! Haha this post is so long but never mind at least I've made my blog alive. It's already Thursday and 1 week of my holidays almost gone! Time oh time, can you please pass slowly during my holidays?

2010-06-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

Haha I think I treat my roommate very nicely hor?
XD

2010-06-19T18:39:00.001+08:00

我还在被我的ulcers折磨着

然后昨晚崩溃了

考试已经够累人

ulcers还要来凑热闹

2010-06-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

现在的我很怕刷牙还有肚子饿

我的嘴巴真的很痛

已经很多天没有戴牙套

我好内疚

现在的我超想回家看医生

啊啊啊到底几时才会好

明天要考下一张paper

加油啊

GOOD LUCK!