I don't know what to say.

I don't know how to say.

Feeling weird.

Feeling guilty.

Feeling the whatsoever feeling that I couldn't describe.

Gultiness is haunting me.

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Have been sick for almost one week. The food I have been eating while I am sick is basically really plain. I don dare to eat something that is heaty or whatsoever. Bought alot of chips but I cant eat it. Got nothing to eat when I am hungry or when my mouth is itchy except bread. I want mcd. I want potato chips. I want cold drinks. I want bubble bubble. I want doughnuts. I want food. I am hungry. ):

Let me recover soon, please?

):

Getting sick before the exams is not a good thing at all. Im now having flu, sore throat and starting to get a little bit of cough. Why must I get sick at this important period? Arghhhhhh! Hope I can get well soon, real soon, please? Sigh. First paper on this coming Friday and last paper on next Friday. How fast? Haha. Anyway, good luck to me, you and everyone who will be sitting for their exams! Alright, back to my notes now. Bye people! And byebye to flu + sore throat + cough!

Oh no no no, it's 20th of October already! My first paper starts on the 30th of October which is 10 days more from today. It is fast, really fast. Sigh why is the study break of Monash is getting shorter and shorter? And my timetable is really crazy for this semester. 30th Oct, 4th, 5th and 6th of November. I gonna finish my final in one week only which is the very first time of my life in Monash. Having 2 papers in a row last semester was about to kill me already and this time, 3 papers in a row? Ahhhhhh I just cant imagineeeeee. I need time, more time. The stress is haunting me now. ):

Why must the pain come and find me for a few days every month? Arghhhhhh! ):

It's Monday again and I am so lazy to go to uni. =/

Haha was browsing through the pictures on my laptop just now. Yeah on my laptop this time. Lol. The result of boredom during the process of studying. Haha. And I found out these pictures which were taken last year I think? The time we helped my xiao xiao to bath. Lol.

Was playing around with my phone during lecture on Thursday and I found out I actually took these pictures with my mum before I fly to Melbourne. Haha. I miss mummy! And also my brother! Haha. I know this post is so so so random. =p

I wish to be strong,

the strongest I could be,

but it seems to be impossible,

sometimes,

somehow,

or most of the time.

Haha Im here to update as someone requested me to update or upload anything cos he doesnt want to see his photo at the top of my blog for so many days so here I am even though I got nothing much to say. Haha. Basically today I slack alot, eat alot, play alot. Lol. Anyway, Im still missing mian jian gao. Haha.

By the way, now only I realised that I really like to use long sentence (see the first sentence of this post? lol) and even my tutor realised that and she made a comment saying my sentences were too long in the assignment as well as the paragraphs. Lol so she helped me to divide my long paragraphs into smaller ones. Hahaha.