I am getting so lazy to update my blog. And sometimes I just dont have the time to update. Exams finished 10 days ago and I have been going out everyday since the day I finished my exams. Haha. And I finally get the chance to rest at home today yet I am feeling bored the whole day. Lol. My cousin and her parents came to Melbourne last Thursday and I had been out with them these days and now they are in the airport heading back to Perth. Haha. Was having great time with them and we will be meeting each other when I am back in KL. Haha. Going to Sydney on this coming Thursday. 6 days and 5 nights. Hope it will be a great one as well. Then will be headed back to Malaysia in less than one month time. Then gonna say byebye to Melbourne. Yes I miss Malaysia yet I also cant really bear to leave Melbourne. Anyway I will miss Melbourne for sure. (:

*Nothing is forever and there is "lie" in "believe".*

This is my bro's personal message on msn. A little boy can actually write this? Hmm well he's already 15 not little boy anymore huh? Whatever and anyway, everyone grows, everyone changes, but are the changes good or bad? Thats up to you to interpret it. As for me, I love to being nostalgic sometimes. Let bygones be bygones but memories do remain, dont they? Memories are awesome, beautiful, lovely, etc. A good will keep you smiling; a bad one may make you to realise how stupid and silly you are, and the feeling of regretting comes right after. Everything happens for a reason but is that reason really that significant for it to happen? I wonder... Anyway, I just wish to hold on whatever I am having now. I don't wish to feel regret and of course I demand for a good memory instead of a bad one. Oh well, everyone does, right?

And I guess my memory is not bad huh? I can remember every single thing, as in those really should be remembered or not, as long as I personally think that it is important, I will. The promises, the sentences, the words... Did I really follow all? I hope so and I want to.

And I am hungry, after throwing out all these craps in this post. Zzz alright not funny, bye! =/

I don't know what to say.

I don't know how to say.

Feeling weird.

Feeling guilty.

Feeling the whatsoever feeling that I couldn't describe.

Gultiness is haunting me.

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Have been sick for almost one week. The food I have been eating while I am sick is basically really plain. I don dare to eat something that is heaty or whatsoever. Bought alot of chips but I cant eat it. Got nothing to eat when I am hungry or when my mouth is itchy except bread. I want mcd. I want potato chips. I want cold drinks. I want bubble bubble. I want doughnuts. I want food. I am hungry. ):

Let me recover soon, please?

):

Getting sick before the exams is not a good thing at all. Im now having flu, sore throat and starting to get a little bit of cough. Why must I get sick at this important period? Arghhhhhh! Hope I can get well soon, real soon, please? Sigh. First paper on this coming Friday and last paper on next Friday. How fast? Haha. Anyway, good luck to me, you and everyone who will be sitting for their exams! Alright, back to my notes now. Bye people! And byebye to flu + sore throat + cough!

Oh no no no, it's 20th of October already! My first paper starts on the 30th of October which is 10 days more from today. It is fast, really fast. Sigh why is the study break of Monash is getting shorter and shorter? And my timetable is really crazy for this semester. 30th Oct, 4th, 5th and 6th of November. I gonna finish my final in one week only which is the very first time of my life in Monash. Having 2 papers in a row last semester was about to kill me already and this time, 3 papers in a row? Ahhhhhh I just cant imagineeeeee. I need time, more time. The stress is haunting me now. ):

Why must the pain come and find me for a few days every month? Arghhhhhh! ):

It's Monday again and I am so lazy to go to uni. =/

Haha was browsing through the pictures on my laptop just now. Yeah on my laptop this time. Lol. The result of boredom during the process of studying. Haha. And I found out these pictures which were taken last year I think? The time we helped my xiao xiao to bath. Lol.

Was playing around with my phone during lecture on Thursday and I found out I actually took these pictures with my mum before I fly to Melbourne. Haha. I miss mummy! And also my brother! Haha. I know this post is so so so random. =p